urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tripodzbiotch I'm not crazy insane, I'm insane crazy tripodzbiotch 2004-04-21T01:45:03Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tripodzbiotch:2408 2004-04-21T01:45:03Z 2004-04-21T01:45:03Z <marquee> go to my old journal...i'll explain. </marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tripodzbiotch:2088 2004-04-20T03:03:06Z 2004-04-20T03:03:06Z <table style="font-family : Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; border-collapse: collapse; border: 1px solid black;" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" align="center"><form action="http://memegen.deskslave.org/viewmeme.pl?un=llScorpiusll&amp;meme=1074626196" method="POST"><tr><th colspan="2" bgcolor="#000000"><font color="#DDDD88">Your True Nature by <a href="http://scorpius-farscape.tv"><font color="#DDDD88">llScorpiusll</font></a></font></th></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #FFFFFF;">Username</span></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #000000;"><input type="text" name="Username" value="i_am_a_tripod" size="20"></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #FFFFFF;">The quality that most appeals to you:</span></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #000000;">High Social Status / Wealth</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #FFFFFF;">In a survival situation, you:</span></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #000000;">Act crazy as a diversion</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #FFFFFF;">Your hidden talent is:</span></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #000000;">A beautiful mind</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #FFFFFF;">Your gift is:</span></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #000000;">A loving heart</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #FFFFFF;">In groups, you:</span></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #000000;">Observe others' behaviour</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #FFFFFF;">Your best quality is:</span></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #000000;">Your abundant energy</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #FFFFFF;">Your weakness is:</span></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #000000;">Being predictable</span></td></tr><input type="hidden" name="un" value="llScorpiusll"><input type="hidden" name="meme" value="1074626196"><tr><td colspan="2" align="center" bgcolor="#000000"><input type="submit" value="Fill Out Your Answers and Try it!"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" align="center" bgcolor="#000000"><font size="-1" color="#FFFFFF">Created with the ORIGINAL <a href="http://memegen.deskslave.org/"><font color="#DDDD88">MemeGen</font></a>!</font></td></tr></form></table> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tripodzbiotch:1959 2004-04-20T02:46:46Z 2004-04-20T02:47:36Z nothing.at.all <center>Ok. LJ just fucking spazzed out and wouldn't let me update for almost <b>40 minutes</b>...CJ (<span class='ljuser ljuser-name_i_am_a_tripod' lj:user='i_am_a_tripod' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://i-am-a-tripod.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://i-am-a-tripod.livejournal.com/'><b>i_am_a_tripod</b></a></span> )posted in his journal and I wanted to reply...w/e w/e...but that just wasn't happening. I hate the internet sometimes.<br /> <br />Ok. So Cj just dropped off the face of the earth...I don't know where he went. I guess I'll find out when he IM's me..( :) he just im'd me)<br /><br />Today was a shit day...really. I have to start my clean day over...again...after two weeks clean...fucking...god, <i>this shit is so goddamn hard </i>...<br /><br />I really don't even want to write at the moment...because..I'm just so confused about this whole staying clean bullshit. Sometimes it seems like it's my only option...other times...I don't really fucking care.<br /><br />Tomorrow is <b>4:20</b>...fucking lovely. No <i>dustoff</i> for me tomorrow...I'ma lie and say I didn't have enough money to buy it...even though the can is sitting in my room.<br /><br />Whatever. I don't want to type anymore. I'm getting annoyed by everything.<br /></center><br />xoxo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tripodzbiotch:1590 2004-04-19T22:57:39Z 2004-04-19T22:57:39Z Talking to CJ...:) <font size="2">Yeah. So today...it was fucking <b>9,000 degrees</b> and I was in fucking <i>sweatpants</i>...I got home...finally...and CJ came over. He's still here. We did whatever and then we went to Mandee, I got a new tongue ring and a belly ring...it's maddd cute..<br />Regardless, here I am bored out of my ass now, he's bitching for me to cook him food...and...yeah whatever. Anywho...I fucking huffed dustoff on the bus today...maddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd funny. You really don't understand until you do it...It's like taking a super hit of crack...well whatever...I just asked my stepdad to get me a can...haha..how terrible.<br /></font> <br /><br />Anyway...going to go cook now.<br /><br />xoxo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tripodzbiotch:1422 2004-04-19T10:53:29Z 2004-04-19T10:53:29Z momis is talking to me, shes so annoying. Ok. I am about to <b>freak out</b>, I have to piss in a cup today. Why the fuck don't I just stay <i>totally</i> clean? I dno I'm a idiot. Plus, nothings gonna come up anyway. I'm a idiot. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tripodzbiotch:1116 2004-04-19T03:04:45Z 2004-04-19T03:10:39Z <a name="cutid1"></a> Whoa.I have the ring.<br />So yeah..we are "engaged" even though it's not really that right now.<br />It's more of a promise ring type thing.<br /><br />Sure as hell seems like it's an engagment ring though...<br /><br />Well well...<br />I don't want to write anything else about this.<br />I know it's just going to piss people off...<br /><br /><br />On a lighter note...<br />He taught me how to play chess, because he's really good.<br />And I beat him today.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a name="cutid2"></a> Bright and early. <br />Today was a good day.<br /><br />It was cute.<br /><br />I ate brunch with CJ and his Pops.<br /><br />CJ and I went to play pool.<br /><br />Then we chilled with Glak.<br /><br />We went to PARROTS OF THE WORLD so I could look at birds because I am going to get one. The one I had on my shoulder flipped out and attacked my head. lol. It was so funny. I hadda lean over to pet a puppy and my sunglasses fell into the pen, GLAK hadda get them for me. hahaha.<br /><br />I went to an NA meeting in Oceanside, I saw a girl that used to go to our program. I don't like her. She wants to kick my ass too. Some big fat bitch. She has orangutan tits, it's so funny. Nothing happened though.<br /><br />Did I tell ya'll yesterday I beat CJ in handball...hehehe.<br /><br />Tomorrow CJ and my fam are going to the Bronx Zoo...I have to pick him up at ten after nine. He's not to thrilled about that. We are going to have MUCHO fun. <br /><br /><br />Right...okk...yeah that's about it. I am so <i>excited</i> about having a <b>new journal</b>. right now...it's so funny.<br /><br />whatever.<br /><br />I'ma go write in my other journal. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tripodzbiotch:1013 2004-04-19T02:57:59Z 2004-04-19T02:57:59Z <i>wow, this is gonna take awhile</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tripodzbiotch:483 2004-04-19T01:43:36Z 2004-04-19T01:43:36Z no music...i do have to go pee though. Whooo..<br />I feel so cool.<br />Ok. First I'm going to post some entries that update what's been going on recently.<br /><br />I'll be back.