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Apr. 20th, 2004 @ 09:43 pm
go to my old journal...i'll explain.

this is so cj Apr. 19th, 2004 @ 11:02 pm
Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:High Social Status / Wealth
In a survival situation, you:Act crazy as a diversion
Your hidden talent is:A beautiful mind
Your gift is:A loving heart
In groups, you:Observe others' behaviour
Your best quality is:Your abundant energy
Your weakness is:Being predictable
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Wow. Apr. 19th, 2004 @ 10:38 pm
Ok. LJ just fucking spazzed out and wouldn't let me update for almost 40 minutes...CJ ([info]i_am_a_tripod )posted in his journal and I wanted to reply...w/e w/e...but that just wasn't happening. I hate the internet sometimes.

Ok. So Cj just dropped off the face of the earth...I don't know where he went. I guess I'll find out when he IM's me..( :) he just im'd me)

Today was a shit day...really. I have to start my clean day over...again...after two weeks clean...fucking...god, this shit is so goddamn hard ...

I really don't even want to write at the moment...because..I'm just so confused about this whole staying clean bullshit. Sometimes it seems like it's my only option...other times...I don't really fucking care.

Tomorrow is 4:20...fucking lovely. No dustoff for me tomorrow...I'ma lie and say I didn't have enough money to buy it...even though the can is sitting in my room.

Whatever. I don't want to type anymore. I'm getting annoyed by everything.

xoxo
I'm feelin:: lethargic
Jammin to:: nothing.at.all

Ha...ha...hmm. Apr. 19th, 2004 @ 06:50 pm
Yeah. So today...it was fucking 9,000 degrees and I was in fucking sweatpants...I got home...finally...and CJ came over. He's still here. We did whatever and then we went to Mandee, I got a new tongue ring and a belly ring...it's maddd cute..
Regardless, here I am bored out of my ass now, he's bitching for me to cook him food...and...yeah whatever. Anywho...I fucking huffed dustoff on the bus today...maddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd funny. You really don't understand until you do it...It's like taking a super hit of crack...well whatever...I just asked my stepdad to get me a can...haha..how terrible.


Anyway...going to go cook now.

xoxo
I'm feelin:: guilty
Jammin to:: Talking to CJ...:)

So scurrrrrred. Apr. 19th, 2004 @ 06:51 am
Ok. I am about to freak out, I have to piss in a cup today. Why the fuck don't I just stay totally clean? I dno I'm a idiot. Plus, nothings gonna come up anyway. I'm a idiot.
I'm feelin:: worried
Jammin to:: momis is talking to me, shes so annoying.
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Right...okk...yeah that's about it. I am so excited about having a new journal. right now...it's so funny.

whatever.

I'ma go write in my other journal.
» theres alot to do...
wow, this is gonna take awhile
» New Journal.
Whooo..
I feel so cool.
Ok. First I'm going to post some entries that update what's been going on recently.

I'll be back.

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